I featured "Revelation" on www.flysocietyllc.com's site launching April 9, 2011.  

  
White or black
No matter the shade
Like roses
We will all eventually die

Excluding myself, I'm invincible

And you're not like me

I engage in activities my body
refuses to let my mind comprehend


Several questions go unanswered
The only one that doesn't linger is why

And when in this stage, most of the time
I don't think and I don't speak
And I can't see how I can do or take something on earth that makes me feel
Unstoppable
Because I am just so high

And I do or take the same something at night before I fall into sleep
And in my dreams I'm somehow afraid to fly

I'm sorry, I so fucked up

But it's not just me, you're all fucked up too
Dealing with issues that make or break our being
Leaving us all to determine who's fucked up more
I or you, you or I

And I don't know how you deal
But I just want to escape
Find some place to go and just fucking cry
And delete all of the bullshit from my life

If I cry anymore
The tears I shed will soon turn to blood and stream down my face

Tasting confusion
Falling, crippled by distress

Recapping certain deprivation
Immaterial confrontations
Mistakes that live on set in stone
Automatically resulting in sudden loss of information

Leaving me permanently scarred
Burned, marked by stares
Off guard, caught in the depths of despair
Standing in front of you
quickly contemplating what it is that I should share

Although insensitive
But completely aware
Denying truth
And embracing the need to stray

In all honesty

I'm stopping everything today

Sex, drugs, alcohol
Being an asshole
Telling complete lies
While being perfectly able to tell the simple truth
When looking into his eyes
But I don't

And now I can't, ever


Incurious is my disposition

While I stand in this incurable position



Relying on minimal manipulation

I rest in indecision

While having complication


Please, don't even notice me

My indecency makes me the weaker sex

Feeling as if I am less than any man, woman or child

I am X


Believing X is invincible


I'm just invisible

And I don't have to hide

So it's like I said before


White or black,
No matter the shade
Like roses
We will all eventually die


Still excluding myself

Due to the fact that

I died years ago, on the inside