Fly Society LLC Debut
Posted by andace rose on Wednesday, April 6, 2011
I featured "Revelation" on www.flysocietyllc.com's site launching April 9, 2011.
White or black
No matter the shade
Like roses
We will all eventually die
Excluding myself, I'm invincible
And you're not like me
I engage in activities my body
refuses to let my mind comprehend
Several questions go unanswered
The only one that doesn't linger is why
And when in this stage, most of the time
I don't think and I don't speak
And I can't see how I can do or take something on earth that makes me feel
Unstoppable
Because I am just so high
And I do or take the same something at night before I fall into sleep
And in my dreams I'm somehow afraid to fly
I'm sorry, I so fucked up
But it's not just me, you're all fucked up too
Dealing with issues that make or break our being
Leaving us all to determine who's fucked up more
I or you, you or I
And I don't know how you deal
But I just want to escape
Find some place to go and just fucking cry
And delete all of the bullshit from my life
If I cry anymore
The tears I shed will soon turn to blood and stream down my face
Tasting confusion
Falling, crippled by distress
Recapping certain deprivation
Immaterial confrontations
Mistakes that live on set in stone
Automatically resulting in sudden loss of information
Leaving me permanently scarred
Burned, marked by stares
Off guard, caught in the depths of despair
Standing in front of you
quickly contemplating what it is that I should share
Although insensitive
But completely aware
Denying truth
And embracing the need to stray
In all honesty
I'm stopping everything today
Sex, drugs, alcohol
Being an asshole
Telling complete lies
While being perfectly able to tell the simple truth
When looking into his eyes
But I don't
And now I can't, ever
Incurious is my disposition
While I stand in this incurable position
Relying on minimal manipulation
I rest in indecision
While having complication
Please, don't even notice me
My indecency makes me the weaker sex
Feeling as if I am less than any man, woman or child
I am X
Believing X is invincible
I'm just invisible
And I don't have to hide
So it's like I said before
White or black,
No matter the shade
Like roses
We will all eventually die
Still excluding myself
Due to the fact that
I died years ago, on the inside
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